September 27, 2014
Hi,
One day it occurred to me that you are not dead yet. Is the world truly so good and just that you are still allowed to live? When so many, who would deserve to live, are not.
You must have a strong liver or else it could not handle all the alcohol you consume. I guess there’s nothing more to it.
And like always, life continues to surprise. I have become a visual artist. We no longer keep in touch. The last time we spoke was in the summer of 2010. After I hung up I sat on my bed and stared at the phone. I decided that this was it. I felt the same as I did when I was seventeen years old and decided to give up meat. In a way, you are the meat, the sausage in this story. I have never eaten meat since.
Maybe it’s good that you’ll live a long life. As long as you’re alive, it’s possible that I will find out the truth.
This battle of hearts is not over yet.
Best, Iiu
susiraja.iiu@gmail.com